with new medication comes....

The weirdest fucking dreams ever.

I have felt so detached from reality today after having the worst dream in the world. Like whatever happened in my dream actually happened to me and I felt so traumatized all day. Like I was supposed to go live my life normally after something so horrendous like that happened.

Well, it wasn't the worst, but it was pretty bad. And a lot of people died. Lets leave it at that.

Shall we?

Only a couple of people know what happened, and eventually other people will too. I'm going to write about it.... in time. I mean, fictional novel kind of writing.

Stephen King gets some of his ideas from fucked up dreams he has, but he's actually been hospitalized, right? Maybe I can think of it as a blessing. The dream. Only if other dreams like this don't follow, I don't have to call it that.

p&l
rachel