Showing posts with label insomnia. Show all posts
Showing posts with label insomnia. Show all posts

Friday, April 25

insomnia is very exhausting

I'm not sure what is wrong with me, but I'm having a very hard time going to sleep.
It's like this sometimes if I don't take any Tylenol PM. Maybe it's the idea that I haven't taken the medicine and it's got me all worked up or something, but if I can't sleep... I get frustrated.

There really isn't much to do at 3 in the morning anyway. Why would anyone want to be awake at this time of the night? Especially on a Thursday. Ugh. I don't know how I'm going to get myself to sleep tonight. I've almost completely finished Lullaby, and I just started on the first chapter like, at 10 or so tonight. Ugh. Again. 

It's terribly tragic. My thought process when I can't sleep. Currently, I guess it's been so hot outside that I'm sweating more than usual. I guess that's making my hair get dirtier easier. I don't know, but it feels like I have to wash my hair every other day. I took a shower yesterday. A person doesn't have to bathe everyday for their hair to be clean for two days. At least it used to be different for me. When I had longer hair, it was like... I could go two or three days without washing my hair, but still bathing nonetheless. I'm not gross. I just can't stop thinking about my dirty hair. 

I wish I had something that would help me fall asleep. Anything. 

Maybe I'm too afraid to go to sleep after reading Lullaby, since it's about a culling song that makes the person you read it too fall asleep and never wake up again. I kid. I'm not worried about that....

There are birds singing outside my window. Or is that the fan? I swear I heard birds earlier though. Yes, definitely birds. 

Buster is being very beautiful, but he always is. I was scratching his hind leg and he started to kick. It was cute. He's more sensitive to being scratched when he's sleepy, I suppose. I don't know if I mentioned he went to the vet the other day and had some shots that were slightly over due. He was a bit crazy at the vet, but whatever meds they shot him up with made him sleepy. So he kind of slept for a long time in my bed. 

I can't think of anything interesting to say.

p&l
rachel